I am being guided to write more as I haven't been writing much in the last couple of years due to illness. I’m unsure what to write about at this moment, but Spirit is telling me to just begin and see what comes out, perhaps I will surprise even myself. Ha! I’ll be the first to admit that even I don’t understand the depths of myself, just exactly how far down deep I go… I know I’ve been tugging at my roots lately, not to pull them up, but to be certain they’re firmly planted and unwaveringly steady and strong. I have found more strength than I expected or knew of, and I have become quite proud of myself for the things I have accomplished, although for all outer appearances and social constructs, my success may appear less than it actually is, because it’s been mainly inside. I’ve made gains that only I am aware of, and while no one truly knows my strength, as well no one truly knows my weaknesses and such cannot attack in the ways that may have worked in the past. I’ve become untouchable in places I used to be wounded and easily hurt. I’ve healed more wounds than some will ever receive in this lifetime, however I choose to celebrate those whose lives have given them many blessings and less pain - hallelujah! - they are a new soul, and I pray to the high heavens they will follow their inner truth and higher wisdom, carrying them through whatever trials they may face to make the right and best decisions in their highest good so as to not bring negative karmic lessons back upon themselves in future lifetimes. And in that prayer I have the knowledge that inevitably they will carry some negative karma forward into future lifetimes, as we all do, as well as positive karma, as we all do, as we are all both dark and light. Accept your dark side, embrace your light. Follow your light, follow your truth, follow your inner knowing. Trust yourself above all else. Quiet and listen. Be still and know. 

You will find peace when your faith in The Universe is SO BIG you trust that your own inner light is enough to manifest all of your dreams and ultimate abundance.